I wish people knew that sometimes I am perfectly fine with being depressed and withdrawn. I jus want to lay on the couch and watch Six Feet Under until there is no more to watch. I will get past this funky part of my life just like I get over everything. Right now my dad has got me watching Cheap Trick perform Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club band. It's ok, but I prefer the original. I am so bored with my life right now. If I had some money I would be headed out to the Carolinas to see Adrian and his family and also go to the ocean. Maybe when I become a porn star I can afford trips out of town. Yeah, right, like I would ever do that. I just can't get over that. I will be laughing about that one for a while.Well, I think that's all I got for now. So peace out peeps.